Creative side of imagination

   Last few months were for me like a roller coaster. I felt like I've achieved something and then again all fell apart. It was the first time I didn't reached my goals, first time I felt helpless in many years. And looking back now I realize I was pretty naive to trust wrong people, respected people. I probably could have done things differently. But would the result be the same? I don't know. Maybe.     Some of you probably already know I am not attending college this year due to registration complications. And even though I don't want to accept that I hate the situation I'm in, I can't deny my feelings anymore. Even in my subconscious I feel trapped, dreaming I'm going to faint in room without exit. I couldn't accept circumstances. But I have to now. What shocks me the most is I was numb, I couldn't express all the emotions when everybody around me were either freaking out or were angry about situation. It was like I was dreaming, like it did...

Since it was so long ago when I wrote last post I decided to spice things a little bit. I had a little writers block and so much stuff to do for college I totally forgot to write here. But thanks to some new books I was reading and movies I 've seen I got ideas after ideas after ideas... One that really spoke to me was an ONLINE NOVEL . It's still in structure and when I will add finishing touches I will post it at least three times a week. Let me tell you a little about it (though not to much ;P). It's a novel full of love, drama, romance and anything in between. Two people who never met but knew that they are right for each other get closer step by step with their personal writings showing their feelings and emotions. But there is a twist... Will they finally get together or will their choices prevail and shape the future?  Who they really are? And who knows them well enough to prevent them being together? Well you'll have to stick around to find that out. I will ...