Creative side of imagination

This is another poem in my collection that is very dear to me. It expresses raw feelings I had when I have written it. It is quite personal but it gives me that feeling of lightness, lifting the weight from my shoulders. I had a diary once but didn't used it much. I just couldn't express myself enough and that's where writing songs and poems work for me. I can use artistic aspect that writing the diary doesn't have. And this particular poem is where I was at most vulnerable. It talks about heartbreak, though not in relationship kind of way. Instead it talks about the heartbreak of the emotional bond you were born with but can't control and neither can re-make. It's special and because of that it's hard to be broken and even harder to be fixed. You can't ignore it's pain. I think the poem speaks for that itself. HEARTBREAK I just want to run away from the pain I feel inside my heart, a cut widening out. Disappointed by...

Written today, without reason, inspired by Twitter's poetry . Hope you like it. ILLUSION Sunrise in your eyes keeps me smile at night. Shadows of darkness are lifted by light. The demons of doubt no longer reside imprinted in my mind, evicted by your touch. Voice of thousand angels writes the notes of a poem. Story of two strangers that have never known them. Perfume so divine that no one could've done. Effects of your love left no traces behind. Quickly as you came, you departed again. Telling me no name, an illusion in my brain. The morning light has risen the desire, the lust. To see you, to have you back, this I must.

I deliberated for a while if I should post this but in the end I realized it'll be kind of liberating. For so much time I wanted to express this feelings in a song and somehow I couldn't do it, until a couple of days ago while listening to a power pop song sang by Ellie Goulding called Burn . It just opened out to me and even though for a lot of you this song / poetry (whatever you want to call it) probably won't make sense, it's very personal for me. With its flaws and topics it shows how I felt and probably still feel, my dark moments and thoughts. It's not intended for anyone neither is written to impose any negative feelings...it's merely my expression of long awaited emotions building inside me during the years. Some of you'll get it and some probably won't but all I want for you is to read song with its purpose in mind...thus being clearing myself of any negative emotions and thoughts and letting past behind. So without further ado here's the ...

First of all I have important notice that next part of online novel will come in first week of September (it could happen earlier) due to college work. Scripts and drafts are already in the making. So until then I will post work of others or some of my song and poems. This poem or you could actually take it also as a song is about too many young lives lost due to addiction. It hit hard for me when I found out one of my favorite actors (Cory Monteith) died because of an overdose. I was aware about his past but I never thought that his life would end so abruptly. His death and so many of other young actors and singers in last couple of years inspired me to write this poem. It's probably on the side of my rarest darkest songs and poems (they are hidden in my book :)) . At first I was hesitant but now I think that it deserves to be published and that this theme shouldn't be a taboo in our world. After all more we talk about it better chances we have to save another young life....

Not so long ago one friend asked me how do I write the songs in such a manner, that they feel I'm talking about them. I told that I don't know, that magic just happens. Even I can't understand it. When you write a song you usually talk about your feelings and happenings...but in my case it is just opposite. I am not heartbroken but yet I write love songs. That question still bothers me. If you are an artist it isn't just enough to give out everything you got, you must feel it, know it. And that I think is the problem why my singing career will be on hold for a while...though I could write for the others. Well enough said, no more boring stuff. The song I am enclosing isn't the song that my friend felt like her own story. It is love song, but it talks about the wish and hope having your love one back that you could lose it anytime. Wake UP       Everything seems so okay, but I see your face, tears falling from a sky. Smiling to people, feeling hurt...